Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 10:23:00 PM
台湾，这一站
whee this blog stoned for a long time i suppose. i just came back from my 16 days taiwan immersion yesterday! and i love taiwan to the max okay! :D
fu dan high school was SO SO nice to us, everyone was super 热情! and im so serious, because they will bring you around the school and explain to you patiently about everything, and unlike when we nanyang people welcomed them, they are so eager to meet us! when i first went there i felt so guilty about not taking good care of my taiwan buddy when she came over to singapore lah.. D: thank you so much class 275 for taking care of us and giving us such an enjoyable time in fu dan! WE MUST KEEP IN CONTACT (: i will never forget that super lively and fun class. especially my buddy meng xuan! oh by the way, their school is cool cos they are so eco friendly. they ban using disposable chopsticks for their lunch boxes and their lunch boxes have to be pack in a way that all the litter is like separated into different catagories. and they have NAP TIME after lunch! also, their lessons are 45 mins per lesson and they have a 5 min break in between EVERY lesson. damn cool lah D: unlike singapore's stressful chiong studying schedule. fu dan is the love
haha okies then for the rest of the days it was still cool, although we had to leave fu dan after 4 days with them D: taiwan's night markets are super cool and the prices are freaking cheap. the food there is awesome and im not kidding! i ate the chou dou fu, zhu xie gao (pig's blood kuey -.-) and ji xin (chicken's heart), all damn nice! sounds disgusting but i tried it and it tasted great (: in taiwan you can buy like things at super cheap prices like socks at $1 each and clothes like shirts at $5 each, pants at $7 each that type. so sad that singapore doesnt have these type of things D:
although the creative writing classes were a little dry in the beginning, i really liked zhang man juan's lesson. she's such an awesome author and person. through everything she told us during that lesson you could tell that she took life really beautifully (: huizhen, zihui and yanni were totally retarded people..zihui TOTALLY insane about S.H.E, yanni TOTALLY insane about xiao zhu (luo zhi xiang), and huizhen being lame and stone -.- heh but i always woke up the latest cos i loved sleeping.
our lodging was great cos it was hotels all the way, and the last hotal we stayed in had a living room, a kitchen, sleeping room and a toilet, damn nice! haha most importantly, the tour company was superb, our tour guides were damn cool and super efficient! wont ever forget them! 黑猫！
you know i will update more next time if i have the chance to, but i have nypsco camp tomorrow to think about, so yeah i'll update more next time. nypsco camp from tomorrow till friday. hope it goes well (: and also, mediacorp charity performance on 6 dec. go danz people!
我并没有想念你，因为我不曾忘记过你
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Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 11:38:00 AM
catch me
hello loggies (: i love you!
(D: yibin you are not in the photo again! argh)
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Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 11:23:00 PM
recently
feeling down again. i realise when i cant find a solution, i let it out through tears. when i cant find tears, i think of you.
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Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 10:33:00 PM
intensity
reading is a joy (:
1 week till i leave for taiwan. gosh that's like really soon, woohoo im excited! excited to irritate huizhen, yanni and zihui as they bunk with me :D i really hope that taiwan would be absolutely awesome :D
yesterday was ms yap's final day in school. ah well, i would miss her. definitely. although many people hate her or dislike her, i think that ms yap was a really kind hearted and friendly principal. she did all that she could to connect with us. i really appreciated how she made the effort to attend our yfc events and gave a lot of encouragement. ms yap was one of the persons who interviewed me to let me into nygh when i appealed. so i guess i owe it to her too (: thank you ms yap! haha yesterday our psl skit for ms yap was really great. abigail and xiao en did a very good job. and my ms pasir ris act was retarded -.-
the retarded thing was that it was the last day of school, but i had to stay in school till 9. haha because of sec 4 grad ceremony. apples stayed in the canteen the whole time, some didnt. but me, evie and steph stayed there the whole time. eating yoghurt ice cream, reading, talking, sleeping and stoning. haha its quite fun though (: then we had to go to the second level of the hall for singing -.- sit there and stare at the sec 4 classes go by one by one for like 3 hours then finally we sing for like 1+ minute.. we were so bored that we went siao. jo and evie were in their own world of retardedness and then glenda, steph and i were into laughing patterns and poking (: farnyyy like hellll.
sec 4 next year! too fast. omg siao. super fast. OMG. okay i shall chill. i need to self reflect. seriously. this year was screwed..im bottom 64 of the cohort. bleugh. i need to rethink my journey for sec 4. cant screw up anymore.
yayness had ballet today. ms chew wants my life. i still love ballet not matter what. curse my stupid fat arms and legs. stupid fat block of muscles. argh. will go back to reading (: and i want my logs outing!
joke of the week: a request has been made for the guys at the back to keep quiet :D
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 9:36:00 PM
stop
Neither here nor there. Caught in between the pain that im trying to ignore. Constant contradictions are keeping me from a solution. Hatred that i contain within. Distracting noises from scoldings. Hundred and one unfortunate events dawned upon. Nothing i can control or avoid. Struggling to come out from darkness. None shown. Too concern to not care. You wont know that feeling. You wont. Ever.
On a side note, congrats to bro for being accepted into University College of London! (: more will come. i trust.
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Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 8:39:00 PM
little bit
the week that passed was receive results week. i wonder if i said this already, but my results are so awesome. awesome until cannot awesome. not. my msg is sky high. and im contributing to the msg >3 people. very good.
im not sure if i do actually want to blog. but here i am blogging. i shall regurgitate. slowly. hmm tuesday. paloma herrera gala night at esplanade. remarkable. the whole show was breath taking i swear. it was like magic before my eyes. the whole time i was watching the performance, i felt so fortunate. i dont know why, but it really did have that effect on me. the giselle act and the frank sinatra pas de deux was really beautiful. the contemporary pas de deux was really really really gorgeous. i loved every bit of the choreography. ballet is beautiful. not the technique that is beautiful. but how the dancers are so graceful yet strong and how they carry the balance in their body to link every step and every move. and most importantly how they blend their emotions into the music itself. i did not think that paloma herrera was the spotlight of the show though. i thought that every principal dancer had their unique style of dance and carried themselves equally well.
okay. done. thursday was school, piano, go to npo then tuition at night. i kind of like our npo. muscular dystrophy association (singapore). judy is really friendly to us. makes us want to work with them you know? wont be in singapore for the award presentation though. sigh. president sr nathan ehhh. best team award ehhhh. and its quite inappropriate for the team leader to not be there, but oh well. i will be in taiwannn.
then on friday, cca was funny. some seniors + audrie, me, xiaotong stayed back in dance studio to play werewolf. a game similar to murderer but with more and different characters. it was damn funny how we guessed the werewolf. haha yay linkai, siming, jessica, yujia, teoying, wenqi, silei. will miss you seniors! D: i love the dance studio when its emptier. feels like home :D
then yesterday was dance the whole day. ballet from 10 to 1. then went to danz people from 2 till 10.45. i love the feeling of ballet. i feel happy when i do ballet. i know i totally dont have the born natural qualities of a ballerina. and it does matters in a way or another. but i love ballet anyway. every bit of it. ms chew pushes me really hard. i want to be pushed. i know can be even better. i will aim high 80 for my next exam. danz people halloween, studio launching, D'Elements launching, Danz TV launching night was fun. haha had a good time laughing with everyone (:
i want loggies outing to come real soon. and im immersing myself in reading right now. reading rocks. brings you into a whole new world of imagination and perspectives. :D bleugh still have school tomorrow. ahhh well.
live in your world, dance in ours
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 8:40:00 PM
where it all begun
weird. i blog when im feeling reflective. am i ever happy? seriously..
i cant blame it on the world to have my life so screwed up at this moment, because i brought it upon myself, in fact. im greedy. i want everything that i lay my eyes on. i push myself to do things because i constantly remind myself that im doing things for the love of it. indeed i am. but if all the things i love start to clash and squeezes me so tight that i find difficulty breathing, then what's the point in doing anything?
you can start but you cant stop. get that feeling? it sucks. now i dont even know what i want anymore, and i dont know what to do. i really dont. its like a vicious cycle that may just go on and on if i dont find a resolution.
i want to go back in time. where it all never started and where i could actually breathe.
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Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10:38:00 PM
all the right moves
da:ns fest was a blast last night. totally went wild and high :D and united groovers rocked the stage as expected. D'Elements did a great job :D super tired from yesterday, dance till you drop. haha. dancing rocks. thank you jo, shiyan, cher, siqi for coming to support. haha shao wee too :D
still need to perform in studio next week during the launch of danz tv. haha. spent the whole day reading at home today. i feel like a nerd cos im so excited about reading now. i've got 4 new books to read and i still want to buy more. reading my sister's keeper now. lag but still. me is want to buy 'the gift' and 'a place called here' by cecilia ahern. her books are awesome :D
to back track a bit, psl camp went really well :D good job apples! i think we are raising the standards for psl camp. hopefully the next batch takes over nicely. yayness i know the psls love the shirt cos it was designed by MEEEEE. yes yes yes. -ego- water games was hmm interesting. despite the fact that i got bullied by apples..D: mean things.
sian though, no holiday for me..hectic 5 days and im back to school tomorrow to receive my results. sucks that we're getting chem back first. cos i know i will fail it. sigh. sui bian lah. i did my best to study all that i could. -hopes and prays that hard work pays off- although i know it never does pay off for me. blaaa. and and i want a logs outing luh. looks like we will have to wait for it. sighhh
foa next friday somemore. my face is gonna die from excessive make up application. lalala. hate the world of superficiality.
You know how silence can push in at your eardrums in the dark, make you deaf?
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 12:58:00 AM
can't help
i hate post exams.
cos i start to get busy and lose myself all over again.
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Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 10:20:00 AM
even when you're gone
wanted to post yesterday, but i didnt want to touch the com cos i wanted to concentrate on doing math. but in any case, if i count today, it's been 101 days since yi gu ma has left. time flies, as usual. and i still miss her dearly, as usual. something's just missing inside you know? bleugh i miss her presence so damn much.
anyway, one last exam tomorrow and we're done for the year. i dont really care how well or how badly i do this time already. as long as i pass my overall and get promoted. because i know that i did my best to mug for my eoys and i actually studied and enjoyed the process of studying. haha. oh and big thank you to peng ning and bernard for helping my chem. helped me a damnnnnned lot! i think without the help i will like f9 chem, although i still think i will fail chem. heh
you know what? after exams, i will create my own list of things to do during the holidays. cos i realised that i want to do a lot of things but never really got the chance to this year. yup yup. yay im excited. math please dont kill me tomorrow! i love you okayy (--) sian bro gone for 3 weeks straight not coming home D:
okay shall jump jump to do math now. jiayou
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